His Purpose VS what i desire

Psalm 57:2 (ESV)

I cry out to God Most High,
to God who fulfills his purpose for me.

Let Your Glory Be over All the Earth
57 To the choirmaster: according to Do Not Destroy. A Miktam of David, when he fled from Saul, in the cave.

1 Samuel 24:3 (ESV)

And he came to the sheepfolds by the way, where there was a cave, and Saul went in to relieve himself. Now David and his men were sitting in the innermost parts of the cave.

1 Samuel 24:4–7 (ESV)

And the men of David said to him, “Here is the day of which the Lord said to you, ‘Behold, I will give your enemy into your hand, and you shall do to him as it shall seem good to you.’ ” Then David arose and stealthily cut off a corner of Saul’s robe. And afterward David’s heart struck him, because he had cut off a corner of Saul’s robe. He said to his men, “The Lord forbid that I should do this thing to my lord, the Lord’s anointed, to put out my hand against him, seeing he is the Lord’s anointed.” So David persuaded his men with these words and did not permit them to attack Saul. And Saul rose up and left the cave and went on his way.

1 Samuel 24:8–15 (ESV)

Afterward David also arose and went out of the cave, and called after Saul, “My lord the king!” And when Saul looked behind him, David bowed with his face to the earth and paid homage. And David said to Saul, “Why do you listen to the words of men who say, ‘Behold, David seeks your harm’? 10 Behold, this day your eyes have seen how the Lord gave you today into my hand in the cave. And some told me to kill you, but I spared you. I said, ‘I will not put out my hand against my lord, for he is the Lord’s anointed.’ 11 See, my father, see the corner of your robe in my hand. For by the fact that I cut off the corner of your robe and did not kill you, you may know and see that there is no wrong or treason in my hands. I have not sinned against you, though you hunt my life to take it. 12 May the Lord judge between me and you, may the Lord avenge me against you, but my hand shall not be against you. 13 As the proverb of the ancients says, ‘Out of the wicked comes wickedness.’ But my hand shall not be against you. 14 After whom has the king of Israel come out? After whom do you pursue? After a dead dog! After a flea! 15 May the Lord therefore be judge and give sentence between me and you, and see to it and plead my cause and deliver me from your hand.”

1 Samuel 31:4–6 (ESV)

Then Saul said to his armor-bearer, “Draw your sword, and thrust me through with it, lest these uncircumcised come and thrust me through, and mistreat me.” But his armor-bearer would not, for he feared greatly. Therefore Saul took his own sword and fell upon it. And when his armor-bearer saw that Saul was dead, he also fell upon his sword and died with him. Thus Saul died, and his three sons, and his armor-bearer, and all his men, on the same day together.

2 Samuel 1:10 (ESV)

10 So I stood beside him and killed him, because I was sure that he could not live after he had fallen. And I took the crown that was on his head and the armlet that was on his arm, and I have brought them here to my lord.”

2 Samuel 1:13–16 (ESV)

13 And David said to the young man who told him, “Where do you come from?” And he answered, “I am the son of a sojourner, an Amalekite.” 14 David said to him, “How is it you were not afraid to put out your hand to destroy the Lord’s anointed?” 15 Then David called one of the young men and said, “Go, execute him.” And he struck him down so that he died. 16 And David said to him, “Your blood be on your head, for your own mouth has testified against you, saying, ‘I have killed the Lord’s anointed.’ ”


No One Knows That Day and Hour

Matthew 24:36–44 (ESV)

No One Knows That Day and Hour

36 “But concerning that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but the Father only. 37 For as were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man. 38 For as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day when Noah entered the ark, 39 and they were unaware until the flood came and swept them all away, so will be the coming of the Son of Man. 40 Then two men will be in the field; one will be taken and one left. 41 Two women will be grinding at the mill; one will be taken and one left. 42 Therefore, stay awake, for you do not know on what day your Lord is coming. 43 But know this, that if the master of the house had known in what part of the night the thief was coming, he would have stayed awake and would not have let his house be broken into. 44 Therefore you also must be ready, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect.

My Father . . .

Matthew 26:41 (ESV)

41 Watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.”

I have children, maybe you do also, or folks you love dearly.  A friend and I were talking and he expressed that being a Christian is hard, difficult, challenging.

My children have done things which hurt my feelings, like not trust me when I tell them too.  They might decide to take be with a friend instead of spending time with me.  They may want things that I cannot afford, go places I cannot take them, instead of spending time with me.  Honestly, I do get my feelings hurt and even angry.  Only angry because I feel put off, neglected, unappreciated.

Many times, and this is one of them, I reflect on what my Father in Heaven requests of me and often, I find that which I pray to have with my children are no different than what my Father in Heaven expects or requests from me.

An example, I was looking forward to spending time with my son today.  As we left the soccer game, he decided to cancel our tentative plans.  In fact, his grandma had come to the game in a rental car and he wanted to enjoy the fruits of a nice car with cold A/C than of course my jalopy.  I was unhappy, disappointed and mostly my feelings were hurt.  I know he is a teenager, I know this will happen, but it does not change my immediate feelings.

Truthfully, I sometimes feel like, alright, you want to take a ride in the fancier car or spend time at the fancy house than spend time with me, then I won’t come pick you up, take you some place, show up at your games or events.  That’s when I think about my Father, does he forsake me when I do that to him?

So, I was thinking, how often do I, do we, take a more immediate gratification than honor the relationship with our father.  As my son said, he would see me tomorrow at my daughter’s birthday party, between the times he was not busy playing.  How often, do we put off God, spending time with our Father in Heaven, to when it is convenient for us, because He is faithful, a Servant, someone we believe will not EVER forsake us and take His love from us.  As a father myself, how should I react to this . . . I believe I should do as my Father does.

God Bless – Amen!!